Why do we allow ourselves to consciously make bad decisions that take us away from our long range goals?
If we know what we want, why is it that we still entertain temptation when it arises?
I don't think anyone is immune to this, more so that some people are better at it than others and we all have our own vices.
We've been on a waiting list for a Birman for over a year. We wanted a female kitten last year but wanted the right one to come along. Now, before anyone talks to me about adopting from a shelter - I'm a Birman lover, not a cat lover. I've owned a couple of domestic shorthairs from shelters & their personalities were unpredictable.
In fact, an unpredictable domestic shorthair is what led us to find our 7 year old Birman. A domestic shorthair had gotten mad at me for something & peed on my bed (Oh, I remember now, I got upset over the fact that the cat was terrorizing the dog).
My neighbor gladly adopted the cat. But since then, DH and I decided we wanted a cat that was friendly... and Birmans are known to be extremely friendly.
In 2002, I tricked my DH into adopting our 7 y/o Birman. Told him it was a $50 cat and we made the 3 hour trek to Washington D.C. to adopt him. I let the breeder in on my secret & passed her the other $450.
DH knew when he saw the cat that it was not a $50 cat, and I disclosed to him a few months later what our cat really cost. I don't believe he harbored any bad feelings for it, possibly... but it wasn't a big contention between us from what I remember.
Still yet, I acknowledge it was wrong to do that.
He knows what the cat costs now. And he isn't opposed to it anymore... as I said, we aren't "cat" lovers... we are Birman lovers. And the reason we love Birmans is because they are dog-like but w/the independence of a cat.
So the breeder e-mailed me yesterday saying there are two female kittens available. One available anytime and another in December.
I haven't asked the price, or even responded. She's approached me twice since last year that she had a male available & another kitten in Sept (but as you know I was going through the stuff with my Dad so I let her know it wasn't a good time).
I really want the cat... but I see two issues
1) The cost (I still have the cash from the life insurance proceeds so I could pay cash, but I don't think thats really the wisest thing to do)
2) We don't know where DH is going to be stationed. If we have to move & live in base housing, they only accept 2 pets and we already have 2.
So I know its probably a bad decision. Ok, no, I know it IS a bad decision for RIGHT NOW.
But that leads me to the first question I proposed...
Why do we consciously allow ourselves to make a bad decision that we KNOW is bad?
I think I'm still improving somewhat... I'm far from perfect, but at least I've improved to the point that I'm processing these feelings BEFORE making a decision.
Still yet, I struggle with making the right decision.
Why do we allow ourselves to consciously make bad decisions?
November 18th, 2009 at 01:40 pm
November 18th, 2009 at 02:28 pm 1258554506
To me the only one that makes it a definite "no" is that you might not even get to keep all your pets if you move, and it would be really sad to have to give one away.
November 18th, 2009 at 03:23 pm 1258557803
November 18th, 2009 at 03:55 pm 1258559701
Oh, I know how it is, I want another doggy SOOO bad, but, it's not the best decision RIGHT NOW.
(and,since the local shelter was flooded during Ida, it would have been a perfect time for a doggy to be addopted, but, it's just not the perfect time for ME to adopt one!)